Pelted by the rain

It's been a while since my last post here. I was so busy fixing a lot of stuff (mostly packing my luggage as well something I am not able to tell you guys at the moment.. don't worry am not doing any illegal activities in here lol). It's just a few more days for me to move to Brisbane, I was shocked that I have a lot of stuff right now compared to when I just got here (which is in a span of 8 months).

Perhaps you are wondering why I am being pelted by the rain as the title of this post implies, honestly, I don't know.... Though it's a sunny day outside deep inside me it's like I'm being pelted by the rain.

Oh well nuff said, our monthsary's fast approaching and I'm excited about it. As such I have to release some thoughts and what I feel for my hunny..

"Daba ko, another month of overflowing joy has passed and as the sun rises every morning, I always thank God for having you as a blessing in my life.

I always feel that I'm living in a dream, even though I know that everything between us is real. This feeling I have when you became a part of me is just like a dream that I don't want to wake up to.

It's just amazing to know that we've been classmates as well as batchmates during our elementary as well as high school days, having our own set of friends, without getting close to each other. Telling our story to some of my friends astonishes them, with them asking me "Really? You knew her that long and yet you hadn't fallen for her before?"

How I do answer that question? It's simple. For the past 10 years, God has been preparing us for each other. He knows what the BEST time would be for us to meet and He prepared our hearts for each other. He molded us into better persons for each other.

As such, my heart, mind and soul cry out in unison on how much I love you. I miss you more than words can say. But I know that my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your heart and dreams.

I physically and emotionally long for you each night but I know that I will see you in my dreams until we find ourselves wrapped in the love that grows stronger and deeper each day, towards our future together.

I believe and have faith in you.

Countless thoughts are still running in my mind, thoughts that I want to place on this letter of mine. But for now, I have to end this prose. As I've always said, I miss you and love you the most."

For now, i'll stop tapping my keyboard and take a lil nap. So much to do yet so lil time.. Til the next post then.. See yah mate!

A month with my hunny

Heya! It's been a pretty busy week for me that's why I don't have any recent posts. Well what was the happening/s in the past week? Nada.. not too much heheheh.. was busy as a bee.. **buzz buzz**


But this week will be a very good week for me, for starter's it will be our first month, which will be on the 15th and everyday I thank God when I wake up, thanking Him that He entrusted my hunny's love to me.. (Mushy ba? sensya ha hehehehe).

Oh! yeah I remembered pala last week I did make something for my hunny, a short letter and added it to her testimonials (thanks pala sa mga kinulit ko hahaha about your comments..) Anyway, as usual I wanted to share this to everyone.

"Hun, it's been a month, a month of overflowing joy being with you. As everyday passes by, my love for you just keeps on growing,and with God as the center of our relationship I have faith that we will withstand any problems. God has His own reasons for us to meet and come this far. Distance maybe just a part of the reason why at first we think we can't handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our love for each other is way far stronger than any oceans can come across. I miss you a lot like how the sun misses the flowers during winter, no one can explain how happy I am when God answered my prayers. As such I believe no amount of words can express how much I love you, how much I treasure you in my life.

To end this short prose of mine as I always tell you and now telling everyone.. You are more important than me, that the best of living is not just being with you, coz it's the whole point of it.. As always this is not my promise to you but my vow to God. Love you hun"

Well, I guess til next time uli! Ciao and Have a blessed weekend!

Dying Young

I just watched Dying Young (1991, Julia Roberts & Campbell Scott) for those who haven't watched this movie here is the summary of the movie:

"After she discovers that her boyfriend has betrayed her, Hilary O'Neil is looking for a new start and a new job. She begins to work as a private nurse for a young man suffering from blood cancer. Slowly, they fall in love, but they always know their love cannot last because he is destined to die."

I have watched this movie way back when I was hmm I really can't remember though.. lol.. but for sure I watched it on our trusty betamax.. (Nostalgia anyone?? hehehe). I really liked this movie, it always touched my heart (sniff sniff), that a button has been pressed.

It occured to me that this is a perfect example of unconditional love.. why? In my point of view, is it easy to love someone who is destined to die at a very tender age? I know some of us will have doubts that even if we love the person we will just control what we feel for him/her.

But I guess that's the point of loving unconditionally, it's taking the risk, diving eventhough you're sure that the water is too deep & that there is a big chance for you to drown, loving that person eventhough he/she may not love you back, even you may get hurt in the end you still keep on loving that person, even if the odds are against you..

I thank God that I have taken that step, I have jumped over the ledge.. And loved someone unconditionally..

And her name's Cielo.. :)

Ooopsss.. I did it again!

Oh well, Monday as usual is a busy day for me. Another round for Dyun's exca.. ekska.. eyska.. (demmet) eyskapeyd??? I handle Apps monitoring or Forensics and believe me Syado siya nakakaantok!!! Sakit sa mata magbantay and mag respond to a lot of incidents!

So why did I choose Britney Spear's song as my title (I am no fan of her btw)..

It's just I did it again! Mwahahahahaha

Nak ng pusa.. Amf! naulit na naman yung bloopers ko!

Record breaker to .. crap! mwahahaha til now my tummy ache sa katatawa pag naaalala ko

Fell asleep again and this time napasigaw ata ako "Tabi lang!" with "huh.. ha?" expression .. yung mga expression ng tulog na biglang naalimpungatan! mwahahahaha

What's the record breaker of it? Di ko siya nagawa sa Bus .. hehehe (kala niyo sa bus pa din noh? :p) ha bongga to! Namili ako it's called Saikyo line .. hahaha (a very busy line sa Tokyo) and may bonus pa! The obaa-san (old lady) sitting beside me asked me "Ides ka?" or OK ka lang? mwahahahaha! Shucks talk about embarassment.. :p (well, siguro kaya niya nasabi yun e baka kala niya I told bad words to her.. :p)..

Sayang di ko nadala yung camera ko.. Drats! You should see her reaction.. hahahaha sabi nga sa Mastercard... "priceless".... ^_^

Mamaw

First saw this video in one of my friend's blogs, and I wanted to share it as well.. Freakin-O it made me laugh so hard until my tummy ached! ^_^.. Enjoy!



Note: To my non-tagalog speaking friends, this mtv is based from a song Narda (which is a comic character, our local version of Wonderwoman), the vocalist (a comedian named Michael V), made his own version, pertaining to gays. I'll explain what the song means when we meet ^_^

Sayonara APAC SOC

It feels like it was only yesterday that I have left the Philippines and moved to work in Tokyo and now it's only a few days that we are moving to our new home in Brisbane.

So we went to this bar J-pop cafe in Shibuya for our Sayonara party, where we have some dinner as well as a few drinks, I left the party for a while to call my hun, after a few minutes of talking to her I noticed Sam (my manager) with Ena was heading to my direction, apparently they were looking for me. I told him I'll follow in a few while I say goodnight to my girl.. hrmmm.. that didn't turn out well.. :p Sam took my phone and spoke to my hun (with me in there petrified, my jaws dropped by an inch or two.. (^o^) hehehehe).. Oh well Sam will always be Sam and that's what I like about him (^_^).. ok to continue, the reason why they were looking for me was that ISSKK would be giving out tokens of appreciation to us APAC boys. (which is the picture on this blog). After that, we have some group shots and a few speech.

Then the mushy stuff came, I was really overwhelmed, some of my friends in there was teary eyed and just trying to controling their emotions.. For almost 5-6 years in the industry and 4 companies never I have experienced something such as this, a lot of hugs from my friends here in Tokyo, (saka consoling na din since iyakan eh..) exchanging "miss you's".. Honestly, I was deeply overwhelmed (nakakataba ng puso) I have only been with the company for about 6-7 months and it really has an uplifting feeling of joy as well as sadness. It's true na Japanese are super official looking and somber at office hours, but after office hours they show their real emotions.. (super compatmentalized yung emotions nila). It's my first time to experience this (hmmm di kaya dahil nagreresign ako lagi? :p) .. that they treat you not only as peers, co-workers but as a Family member. I'll gonna miss you guys.. So it's not goodbye but see you. Janne! \(^_^)/

Ang haba nito Kaye ha!!!

Got this ice breaker from Kaye.. Aaaaanggg haaabaaaa!!!!!

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive (hopefully dream ko yan eh \(^-^)/
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula (Doh?? I'm afraid of spiders)
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone (not yet.. sana hehehehe)
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris (hmmm lapit na.. hoping pa din)
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise (dami beses lalo pag nag eemote ako mwahahaha)
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables (except Okra... I hate Okra bleah!)
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby's diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb (included ba lambchops? :p)
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched wild whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounge around in bed all day
60. Posed nude in front of strangers
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain (not yet.. pero wishing.. kinda romantic though)
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class (two days lang tapos umayaw na ako :p)
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
83. Got flowers for no reason (when i was in 4th yr h/s .. shock of my life hahahah)
84. Performed on stage (was in a band before)
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark (shark's fin and native delicacy.. kinunot!!!)
88. Had a one-night stand
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house (not yet fully paid though)
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents (my Dad)
93. Been on a cruise ship (was so young can't really remember)
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived (A lot)
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds (wish ko lang)
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Petted a stingray
110. Broken someone's heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a T.V. game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet (though it's not a big one)
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat (malapit na hehehehe)
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Petted a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad - and the Odyssey
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone's life

hrmmmm...

Hrmmmm... What the bloody heck am I doing here on a Tuesday morning? wehehehehe \(^-^)/ for starters I really had a good sleep last night.. (thanks hun)..and, was thinking on the way here, sometimes, I have some aspects in life that I don't tell anyone though I am changing it .. usually I write it expressing my feelings and thoughts thru writing (syado guarded eh.. or just afraid? hehehe) but I learned from Sunday services na sometimes it's a sign of being proud.. :) people can change I know I can.. (syempre with the help of God and my hunny :))

Also, when I was on my way to the office saw a couple (guess they're just mag gf-bf.. jologs ko noh.. hahaha forgot the term kasi.. basta yun na yun.. :p) as from what I hear (makiusyoso ba? hala!) they were on their way to the airport for somewhere out of Japan.. (that expalins why andami nilang bag - hala tsismoso talaga!!!) hehehe wala lang (whushu!!! sabihin mo inggit ka lang) hahaha.. nah, i just tend to be envy sometimes.. why? Hrmmm.. In my 23 (hala bawal magsinungaling!! :p) err 26 years of existence (5 yrs of that into some relationships) eh haven't experienced that.. (yung kayo lang ng partner mo for vacation) really, swear! with friends yup.. pero yung kami lang dalawa.. nada.. hahaha.. oh well.. tough luck Joe.. :p Was reading Kaye & Rain's blog last night and I'm happy for you guys.. dami niyo pictures.. ingit ako (boracay, china, puerto galera.. etc) hahaha di pa din ako nakapunta jan .. no kidding ang JOLOGS ko talaga! hahahaha.. oh well uli until that time comes I'll just patiently wait na lang :).. hahahaha! Work na ako .. syado na naman ako hyper .. work na else I'll get my butt kicked..

Ciao! later uli